memoirs of a pianist.

“Truth be told, to appreciate a good man, you have to know the qualities of a douchebag.”

Sometimes I find myself in the position of Nanny Fine, I really do. This might sound cliché or what not, but I promise you it's the lyrical truth (pun intended). Ms. Fine, even after working for Mr. Sheffield, went from a heartbreak to multiple encounters with men that weren't worth her time. I can watch The Nanny 24/7 and envision myself in her same position. You're supposed to know when you've met the right person, but I have never found myself in that situation. I'm not experienced in relationships, and I'm certainly not some type of love guru, but the universe takes people out of your life when it's necessarry and you can't fight it.

I've never had that certain feeling of content in your heart that assures you another mistake is not at hand. I'm not going to sit here and say that I can't trust a man, or that all guys are the same because that is the most ignorant thing a woman could ever do. By thinking this way, you are saying that you're content with being alone forever; that's what you're setting yourself up for. We all get hurt and experience pain. It is all a process called growing up. By shutting yourself off from a world of endless opportunities, you're doing just that: shutting yourself off from a world of endless opportunities. Please expect to live with the fact that no person will ever desire you because due to your bitterness of love. Experience love for yourself, not for anyone else.

Don't let the fear of getting hurt keep you from wanting to fall in love.


My problem is simple, it's merely just a continuity mistake; I always fall for the same type of person. Sound familiar? Even if they happen to be of a different nationality, prefer Opera over Dr. Phil, or live in different places, it never fails. I'm in a position where I could honestly shut myself off and expect the worst, but I won't. By understanding that everything is everything, I have to expect whatever comes forth and deal with it accordingly. Heartbreak is inevitable. I'm sorry to put it that way, but the point is I'm standing, just like many others and there is no problem. If something goes wrong, learn from it! ]

Don't dwell on the past, because if it's not present then there's no need for it to be involved in your future.

Move on and stay strong... take care brush your hair? It's a phase in life called taking chances. Not every situation in life is going to treat you the same, no matter how alike the circumstances might come out to be. Make your next move your best move.

There is little room for mistakes at this point.